"I y'am what I y'am"
I can be a bit obsessive. A bit disorderly. I can be a bit neurotic. A bit clingy. I tend to daydream. A LOT. I can be a bit stubborn. Have one too many beers. I tend to roll my eyes at the most inconsequential of things when I think no one is near. I talk in my sleep. I tend to allow myself to become a prisoner of my own thoughts. I sometimes overanalyze things and it usually bites me in the ass. I love strong. I love hard. I give my all - even the shirt off my back. If I have it - it is yours. I roll up my sleeves and get knee deep in shit. I dont mind. Not one bit. I like to work with my hands. I love putting the pieces of the puzzle together. I think it. I say it. I usually do not give my brain enough time to process the words that escape my lips. I kinda like it that way. I wear my emotions on my face. I dangle my heart on a string. I still wish on shooting stars. I forgive too quickly. I move on too slow. I fall too fast. I travel to clear my mind. I connect in the ocean. I feel whole when I write. I cry at movies. I have a fat girl living inside of me - and I give her all that she pleases. I hate attention. I'm sometimes too plain. I rock the hell outta some heels but I would prefer my sweats. I always make happy endings in my head. I bake. I dont cook. I read. I write. I challenge the norm. I ask WHY? I will defend my family to any extent. I make time for those I love. I'm a Capricorn and everything you know about us is true ;-) I strive to be like my mother. I am my mothers daughter. I am my sisters keeper. I let loose on the dance floor. I find answers at the bottom of the bottle. The simpler The better. Its about the little things. Pick me a flower or take a stroll with me in the park. I believe in good. I believe in evil. There is so much more to me than meets the eye..... Take a moment and listen to the song I sing - my tunes are carried in the wind. Dance.
Like I said... Popeye Said it Best.....
"I Y'am what I Y'am"
Lay your cards on the table. Write it out. Let YOURSELF know who you truly are. Be comfortable with it. Love it. Embrace it. Change it but ONLY IF YOU want. You alone decide the dynamics of you.
Love you FIRST with no apologies.
*shrugs*
Be Blessed & Be a Blessing
-Roxii
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